I want you to know that I am almost certain you were my first “love” I guess, you make me happier than anyone ever has, you’re the only person there 24/7, you’re the only one who would drop everything to come and pick me up if I needed you too, you’re there to listen when I have good news and want to tell someone or you’re there when I just need someone to hold me while I cry. I need you more than ever, I broke your heart once, I threw everything we ever had out the window because I was to selfish to realise you were and are the best thing that’s happend to me. I am so scared of loosing you completely, if things didn’t go right, I would. I don’t want to lie to myself and say I don’t need you, but for now, I guess that’s all that’s going to work. I love you.
today was honestly one of the worst days of my life.
I have never cried so much in my life, it has been 6 months since I cried and today, I just couldn’t stop.
I’m so done with this game, I’m done with you, I’m done with this.